having e usual 2 hr break now.. busy doing e PLD presentation which is due tml.. sianz.. tml will be a busy day lo.. still got e stupid PCN quiz tml @ 4.10.. wad e hell lo!!

been sobBing last nite.. but finally everything between us is fine now.. hope things will remain this way.. i shld hav realise boy got say by someone yesterday, n dat's y he will treat mi like shit yesterday.. sigh! can he dun cum in between us? please??!! i really treasure our relationship alot n pls dun break us up.. thanks alot..!

Sigh! I seems to have so much things to do... maths tutorials, PLD presentation, DEC and EM3A common test papers... but i do still keep him company whenever i can. Next week is common test le, maths is on tues, DEC is on wed.. i really need to study now le, short of time too..

i feel so sick of my life suddenly.. Went east coast with boy last night n had a talk about us.. there was a touchy couple in front of us, n i realised dat we could no longer be like them, so loving as b4.. mayb feelings do fade, or mayb, his loves me less now.. he can scold mi, becos of wad others said.. y? do i mean anything to him at all?!! honestly speaking, i m not pretty, cute, good-tempered, soft-spoker, etc.. so obviously, no guy will loves mi for very long. Actually, being together with mi for 2 yrs plus is gd enough for mi le... he has already endured with mi for so long le.. mayb its time for him to regain his freedom, a life without mi.. i feel so tired of life, ya, i really loves him alot.. can do alot 0f things for him 2.. but y cant he feel it?..

i wish, i wish, life will end for mi soon.. or i hope dat i can go back to 2 yrs back.. n everything could start all over again.. pls, pls, dun hurt mi anymore.. i jus want a simple life.. is dat so difficult? i jus hope to find someone dat loves mi as i loves him.. is dat so hard?! y cant things be simple.. i cant take it anymore!!

jus went cycling with nick yesterday, butts r still so pain now.. lolz.. my mum's hand has not recovered yet, so i still got to cook everyday.. sigh!!had a big quarrel with him on sat.. made me feel so sad lo.. eaten only 1 meal dat day.. too sad to eat le.. n stomach also having cramps lo.. sigh!!

i really hope he will be more caution about my feelings at times. n i apologise for e wrongs i hav done at times but... i really hope he will really understand how i feel.. i really loves him alot.. pls dun hurt me anymore..

havin break now, boring.. mum went for sgh appt yesterday but still need to put on the cast on her hand... sigh!! so i still got to go hm aft sch everyday... cant go out... hope her hand will recover soon bahz... going to zoo on sunday.. gonna visit ah meng's grave.. lol.. tml got pld prac test, boring lo..got 3 hrs break somemore lo...

it has been months since i last update my blog, sch has reopen, n all of us r in e same class, with some new friends from ecyp course last yr. r we getting closer? because this is e 2nd yr? i dun think so.. sometimes, they jus make me feel so lonely. Sigh! there r 2 examinable module, math and dec.


Without realising it, i have been together with boy for like 2 yrs plus.. time really flies.. but i got to admit dat we do quarrel alot.. but we knw more about each other thru all e unhappiness between us.. sometimes, he made mi hates him alot, but i got to admit dat i still loves him alot n more den b4..



my mum's frien passed away on 2 apr due to cancer. its so heartbreaking.. i treasure the loved ones ard mi aft all that has happen. recently, my mum had a fracture on her wrist, right arm.. while mopping the floor.. Sigh.. visited the doc n had her arm all wrap up.. hope tml's doc appt will go smoothly ba... hope she can remove the cast.

having e usual 2 hr break now.. busy doing e PLD presentation which is due tml.. sianz.. tml will be a busy day lo.. still got e stupid PCN quiz tml @ 4.10.. wad e hell lo!!

been sobBing last nite.. but finally everything between us is fine now.. hope things will remain this way.. i shld hav realise boy got say by someone yesterday, n dat's y he will treat mi like shit yesterday.. sigh! can he dun cum in between us? please??!! i really treasure our relationship alot n pls dun break us up.. thanks alot..!

Sigh! I seems to have so much things to do... maths tutorials, PLD presentation, DEC and EM3A common test papers... but i do still keep him company whenever i can. Next week is common test le, maths is on tues, DEC is on wed.. i really need to study now le, short of time too..

i feel so sick of my life suddenly.. Went east coast with boy last night n had a talk about us.. there was a touchy couple in front of us, n i realised dat we could no longer be like them, so loving as b4.. mayb feelings do fade, or mayb, his loves me less now.. he can scold mi, becos of wad others said.. y? do i mean anything to him at all?!! honestly speaking, i m not pretty, cute, good-tempered, soft-spoker, etc.. so obviously, no guy will loves mi for very long. Actually, being together with mi for 2 yrs plus is gd enough for mi le... he has already endured with mi for so long le.. mayb its time for him to regain his freedom, a life without mi.. i feel so tired of life, ya, i really loves him alot.. can do alot 0f things for him 2.. but y cant he feel it?..

i wish, i wish, life will end for mi soon.. or i hope dat i can go back to 2 yrs back.. n everything could start all over again.. pls, pls, dun hurt mi anymore.. i jus want a simple life.. is dat so difficult? i jus hope to find someone dat loves mi as i loves him.. is dat so hard?! y cant things be simple.. i cant take it anymore!!

jus went cycling with nick yesterday, butts r still so pain now.. lolz.. my mum's hand has not recovered yet, so i still got to cook everyday.. sigh!!had a big quarrel with him on sat.. made me feel so sad lo.. eaten only 1 meal dat day.. too sad to eat le.. n stomach also having cramps lo.. sigh!!

i really hope he will be more caution about my feelings at times. n i apologise for e wrongs i hav done at times but... i really hope he will really understand how i feel.. i really loves him alot.. pls dun hurt me anymore..

havin break now, boring.. mum went for sgh appt yesterday but still need to put on the cast on her hand... sigh!! so i still got to go hm aft sch everyday... cant go out... hope her hand will recover soon bahz... going to zoo on sunday.. gonna visit ah meng's grave.. lol.. tml got pld prac test, boring lo..got 3 hrs break somemore lo...

it has been months since i last update my blog, sch has reopen, n all of us r in e same class, with some new friends from ecyp course last yr. r we getting closer? because this is e 2nd yr? i dun think so.. sometimes, they jus make me feel so lonely. Sigh! there r 2 examinable module, math and dec.


Without realising it, i have been together with boy for like 2 yrs plus.. time really flies.. but i got to admit dat we do quarrel alot.. but we knw more about each other thru all e unhappiness between us.. sometimes, he made mi hates him alot, but i got to admit dat i still loves him alot n more den b4..



my mum's frien passed away on 2 apr due to cancer. its so heartbreaking.. i treasure the loved ones ard mi aft all that has happen. recently, my mum had a fracture on her wrist, right arm.. while mopping the floor.. Sigh.. visited the doc n had her arm all wrap up.. hope tml's doc appt will go smoothly ba... hope she can remove the cast.