Sigh! I seems to have so much things to do... maths tutorials, PLD presentation, DEC and EM3A common test papers... but i do still keep him company whenever i can. Next week is common test le, maths is on tues, DEC is on wed.. i really need to study now le, short of time too..

i feel so sick of my life suddenly.. Went east coast with boy last night n had a talk about us.. there was a touchy couple in front of us, n i realised dat we could no longer be like them, so loving as b4.. mayb feelings do fade, or mayb, his loves me less now.. he can scold mi, becos of wad others said.. y? do i mean anything to him at all?!! honestly speaking, i m not pretty, cute, good-tempered, soft-spoker, etc.. so obviously, no guy will loves mi for very long. Actually, being together with mi for 2 yrs plus is gd enough for mi le... he has already endured with mi for so long le.. mayb its time for him to regain his freedom, a life without mi.. i feel so tired of life, ya, i really loves him alot.. can do alot 0f things for him 2.. but y cant he feel it?..

i wish, i wish, life will end for mi soon.. or i hope dat i can go back to 2 yrs back.. n everything could start all over again.. pls, pls, dun hurt mi anymore.. i jus want a simple life.. is dat so difficult? i jus hope to find someone dat loves mi as i loves him.. is dat so hard?! y cant things be simple.. i cant take it anymore!!

Sigh! I seems to have so much things to do... maths tutorials, PLD presentation, DEC and EM3A common test papers... but i do still keep him company whenever i can. Next week is common test le, maths is on tues, DEC is on wed.. i really need to study now le, short of time too..

i feel so sick of my life suddenly.. Went east coast with boy last night n had a talk about us.. there was a touchy couple in front of us, n i realised dat we could no longer be like them, so loving as b4.. mayb feelings do fade, or mayb, his loves me less now.. he can scold mi, becos of wad others said.. y? do i mean anything to him at all?!! honestly speaking, i m not pretty, cute, good-tempered, soft-spoker, etc.. so obviously, no guy will loves mi for very long. Actually, being together with mi for 2 yrs plus is gd enough for mi le... he has already endured with mi for so long le.. mayb its time for him to regain his freedom, a life without mi.. i feel so tired of life, ya, i really loves him alot.. can do alot 0f things for him 2.. but y cant he feel it?..

i wish, i wish, life will end for mi soon.. or i hope dat i can go back to 2 yrs back.. n everything could start all over again.. pls, pls, dun hurt mi anymore.. i jus want a simple life.. is dat so difficult? i jus hope to find someone dat loves mi as i loves him.. is dat so hard?! y cant things be simple.. i cant take it anymore!!