This is not the first time I received disappointment from you people and I think I am getting use to it.
I knew that you people won't be giving me a big present for my 21st birthday this year thus I won't be expecting much from you people. 21 years of living with you people has made me realise that families won't be the ones whom will give me a big present on my birthday. I am not saying all but just some of them. Its perfectly alright if you people do not actually wants to give me a birthday present because I am used to it already. Does your mum give you a clock on your birthday as a birthday present?? I think the answer is 'NO' right? Unfortunately, my mum does that. Yup, yup, I don't deny the fact that she bought me 2 laptops, pay for my driving lessons and all. However, some of her actions made me feel that I am worthless in her eyes. Everyone has a happy family but I can't have one. Too bad for Missy Wynn.
I got no more hopes that I will be appreciated by her anymore. As I know only a 'he' will get appreciated by her. Too bad I am a 'she'. That explain why. However, I won't collapse because of you. Rest assured that I won't need anyone of you to help me on my birthday this year. I won't create any trouble for you people. I will not let you have your wish. So sorry.Labels: I am getting used to it